I hate screwing up. I messed up the other day on something at work. Someone called today about it and I just feel like ripping my heart out. My mind is weird. I fear failure so much that I don't want to try anything. It's hard for me to do things unless I absolutely know 100% that they are going to work out. I'm like a lazy perfectionist. Problem is, I have a bunch of ideas and things I want to do, but I can't motivate myself to do it because of the failure thing. It's harder at work now because I am friends with my boss so I really don't want to mess up. Argh. What can I do to make it up? How can I have a 0 failure record? All is in vain. Must go pray.