Monday, July 19, 2004

overwhelmed

I am feeling a bit overwhelmed today. There is so much I want to do and learn that I seem to not get any of it done. Do I learn Visual Basic .net or C++ .net? or C# .net? What's the difference? Or do I go back with Java since that is what I will be taking at USI and I am familiar with it? But does it work well with Fox Pro? And do I move from Fox Pro to SQL Server? And I want to do DVD stuff at home, make movies, convert all my old vhs over to dvd. Plus I want to move old 8mm stuff to dvd as well. And then there is music. I'd like to learn how to play guitar and piano and drums and bass guitar and sing and dance and well maybe not sing and dance. Plus I want to figure out how to record music on my computer. But I need stuff like a new sound card and a midi keyboard and better speakers and why is Point of Grace playing on my computer? No, it was Michael English. Anyway, I would have to learn how to use all of these complicated programs to do the music and I want to help Shawn make a CD plus I want to make my own. And there is always time I want and need to spend with my family. And I need to be reading different books and the bible and I want to watch the Cardinals beat the Cubs tonight but I also want to meet with my small group but we haven't met in about a month because we're all so busy. Oh yeah, I have about 4 movies in the queue to be watched plus all of the I love the 90s that I haven't watched yet. I know that some (most?) of this stuff is frivolous and I shouldn't worry about it but it all kind of piles up after a while. I need to run and finish bundling up the limbs and tree things that fell the other day too. This is mostly non-work stuff. Let's just say that work is a mirror of non-work on the amount of things I have on my plate and in my head. So I'm a little tired and irritable and I have to start school sometime next month and somehow add that to the list. No wonder I just want to lie down and take a nap sometimes. Thanks for letting me vent.


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