stunning

This is where I talk about The Passion of the Christ. I'm still not sure what to say. After I was done watching it I was stunned. I didn't really feel anything. It's affecting me more this morning than it did last night. I had a little trouble falling asleep last night, too. This movie is very disturbing. Frustrating. If it was a normal movie, then Jesus would've had his revenge against the guards. Fought back, did something. Instead, he just took it. The beatings were awful. That image will stay with me for a long time. I keep flashing back to it this morning. I feel very subdued this morning. I just want to be alone. And yet I want to tell everyone about this movie. Tell everyone to see it. I'm listening to Third Day Offerings II right now and the song is You Are So Good To Me. The lyric was:

You poured out all Your blood;
You died upon the cross.
You are my Jesus Who loves me.
You are my Jesus Who loves me.

I'm beginning to really understand.