Well, the Office Olympics is tonight. I'm a tad nervous. I've come to realize that I never enjoy myself in competition because I put too much pressure on myself to win. If I lose, I can't just say, "Well, I tried as hard as I could and that's all that matters." I just don't want to let the team down tonight. My fear of something new combined with my fear of failure is liable to make me a wreck out there tonight. Can it rain it out, please? Or maybe we should just get it over with. I need to prepare for these games a little more. Maybe that will help ease my mind. Nervous energy can be good, right?